Alcohol Love

Alcohol Love

            I remember when I had hit an age thinking, “Yes I can finally do everything that I wanted to do”. Turning 21 of course is and was everyone’s dream age until they turn, 22, 23, 24, 25 and so on. Turning 21 should not be idolized or categorized as the age I can finally go into bars and drink, but sadly it is. The age, 21, should be looked as an age of better evolving yourself. When I personally turned 21 I don’t remember much of it due to the fact I was doing so much. I think I did more buying alcohol and drinking at the age 22. Now I’m currently 24 turning 25 and ready to take my career to the max by finishing my long-term goals. Every time I’m in a bar, which most of the times is the One Ten located on Smithfield Street in Pittsburgh, PA. The bartender never brings me a drink unless it’s water with ice and a lemon. Drinking alcohol is not what I care about continuously doing; I mean I drink but I don’t worship my life & my weekends into going out and getting drunk. It’s honestly unhealthily, not of God and for the most part I can do much better productive effort with my time.

                                                Love, you know so many people fear to trust this word love. What’s baffling is that God is love so why is it that it is a fearing word? Well God is fearing, but that’s not the reason why. People lie in the strength of misusing the word to gain an advantage over peoples hearts and minds. Before I knew what this word truly meant I never misused it and had to witness for myself what exactly it meant. As far as living in the words of God you can trust his form of love, because he will do everything that you put into mind for you. Especially when you speak to him spiritually about what it is that you want to happen for you. The main key about this is trust his timing, he has a lot of obstacles and tasks himself that he has to complete in order to get what you asked him for to the end of the maze for you. Plus he’s not just catering to you he’s catering to his believers, children and even the non-believers.

                                                            The reason I bring these two topics up is that I see more women getting lost in love and thinking they are in love from alcohol. I also see more men using the word love as an advantage when they go out to drink to gain advantage over women. Merged together it forms what I like to call Toxic. These two should not, I repeat not be mixed together unless you are literally married to the person your doing both with. That’s the honest truth in my opinion. Although most individuals that are just now turning 21 or about to be really are clueless what to do at the age 21. I mean heck I was all I knew was that I wanted to be working and be in school doing something productive. Once I turned 22 I remember I was taking a walk around my old neighborhood I made a vow to myself. By the time I turned 25 I had to have a career no matter what it was I had to be doing so. Now I’m an undergrad, a business owner and on my way to more success. I just wanted to give a note of love out to those that drink to not mix the word love and alcohol together, it’s 2013 control you. Kudos.

“ You can live to live or forget what you’re living for”

Paris White ~ Love Success

Internet Scope

Make the difference I say
I say is it the fact that my love
Is on a sleeve why when you
Look in my eyes and I look in yours you can't breath
I say the world is ours and you agree in silence relaying the message to me in my mind
I say make my earth grow water it down you hold the key I desired for life now
your my survival heart
My social, my share, my half that disappeared, blue diamond, white pure, my longtime hope for a cure
Sure time and distance can trouble a lot I say pick out a place ill dream there non stop
My mind said done, my heart said "are you crazy GET HER!" my love maker pum pum smasher said "you said 26 and married until your going to have another baby"
You said "no forget it don't waste your time with me" I say "waste? Are you crazy this is who I waited so ever patiently all my life to see"
You Lilly let me be your frog that rides thru your releases of the waters on you all day and night long
Cruising thru your paths that's both now ours for hours and hours and hours your spirit said God sent me to you we can talk forever even after we meet on that final hour but we've been talking in spirit creating life for what it is now talk about the future
I know we both see clairvoyance and its clear we on another level of thoughts and visions look how we simply crossed dimensions
Time made us traveling made schedules you challenged me without ever saying whatever and even when you did we both heard of wings you can fly with me or we could fly together
It was no aleatory of how significant we occurred to meet and know each other
One person that could've read my mind in this time thru deity understandings that I could actually say would be the one it's like you had a computer at your finger tips with intelligence to read anyone's mind but I think we're far from stupid and we know its going to be a matter of time before we can both gently say "Dear Internet scope you're finally mines, psychically". Literally my mind has thought of you since and after the first time we laid eyes thru screens How could you hate this non abrasive way of mental inner world escaping our Consciousness eyes Striving both our minds to our ways of time that are not of bad but good or is it you want to wait of how it is to be truly like the process of making a movie
Thru contemplation you asked and received it took a lot to get us both to each other thru the cosmogony
For we believe in the deism of life yes we are deities of life making the wind howl with our minds how? We know that's our show who else needs to know our ways that we created of the dharma
You've successfully become my enlightenment the one I don't argue or fight with it thru spirit I can understand and write with thru touch screens you say don't go thru I guess that's why everyday I challenge you politely
You are my entheogen goddess yes it's that obvious it's really meant for me and you to be in office but were just letting Obama and Michelle get it tip topped and polished for our epiphany
Sharing with you my eschatology dreams and how we firmed in our team duo yes it was a dream nothing made at up the moment to be of make believe
Our enteral return will show a vision that thru esoteric journeys we face together that just us both learned guru or god I am I guru or goddess you are you for your inner peace ill tell and give you integrity times two infinite and beyond because we Formed our japa from years ago and generations before we're just reuniting the way from the future isn't hasn't been done before I say it's the karma of love that could be said in different ways but you're right who'd say love didn't have a better way so in your heeded words I obey for your command will lead the way you reminded me the meaning of life that others were yet to of known and still won't ever know is it our faults no we just know how this is to go so thrust and lift us both vice versa thru your next time of meditation and spiritual preparation with the minds eye I say nasma shall be her name indeed I say and we shall show her the proper ways to not do the same that we did along the way because we had to or had less of a choice to voice thru as we depict the new age of its unfortunate ways we will show many others of these new age ways that is righteously made for our days nondualism is what we go thru oneness is what've showed to each other on a plane of cosmology and prophecy of things that are in reality right now we can't change because we see a much different way in reincarnation inside of religious ecstasy so thru these seven virtues I show you I owe you what others failed to rightfully show you of the spiritual evolution we have forecasted for the universes weather here is your latest of your on my mind all the time news brought to you for you

Master Something Not Money

I remember when I wanted to become a master at something. I knew it would be easy at times and difficult the other times. No matter what, I trained myself at, I practiced at it, I analyzed over it and I blandly made choices that were of good & some that were bad. When you Master something you usually don't explain why or how you got to exactly master what you did. Majority of the times you speak of it ambiguously in order to give others steps into how they can purposely be lead into making master decisions.

Do what we do but I'm my own master in my own universe so I can only speak for myself. What I've tend notice is that sometimes we are put in the wrong places for the right reasons. Theres some type of purpose that we serve in every environment we are placed in. That usually is for us to later to advance from. It's usually up to you to find out the sacred moments that is to be taken and given to you.

I told myself the main challenge was to sink the bad by overweighing them with good choices to make. The fact was that I needed more good people in order for it to work for me or at least one. All it takes is one person to make a difference, one person to make a change. Alone, just imagine what two people can do then if it only takes two people to make a change. I'm sure your already understanding why you sent it by now. I was able to face the facts that this was going to be challenging. Did I back out of it ever, you can bet the worlds safety on it I stuck to my goal and never gave up. A last I worked until I reached the level of the British cake, pancakes was left to achieve. It's a honor to get pancakes in the UK!

I heard anyways once I reached a level that I remember looking back on and seeing the experiment, experience then comparing yours to another, you find out amazing facts. It's called a mutual communication or empathy which takes time to keep sharing about. When you do it all alone it's going to be a experience that's wonderful and beautiful. Reason being when you start to master something all alone, you become one with your inner-self. Because all you'll be doing is keep telling yourself, to do while others tell you how much they hate to do what they do. The key to this success depends on you don't end up being a master that's lonely forever you'll never fully perfect and complete yourself without your other half.

Paris White ~ Love Success

Flaws

#soulmates #love #future #God #life a flaw is beauty from your past soon to be enhanced. A flaw is what your partner knows and keeps to thyself until you share. A flaw is something that most of us have and ignorant folks use as an advantage to be little someone. A flaw is what I consider the best part of the beauty you. As long I know your flaws you will know mines. Flaws the secrets you keep between the inside of your walls and halls mind and all. Flaws what people stepped on you about as you crawled. Flaws ill love you and your flaws thru it all. Flaws you remember when you had a thought that made you say "I hate my flaws" I'm telling you I love your flaws and all. God wouldn't turn your flaws away, neither would I. Flaws I got those as well guess what I say to those oh well. Flaws I remember I hated mines to then I thought about everything they brought me thru. The embarrassment, self embarrassment, having to be tough, developing tough skin, teaching me how cruel the world really is, understanding my dreams and my visions were awaited on premonitions awaiting for me in the future to make the decision. The roll of being fearless, I remember when I was careless. Now I prepare for this. Everything in my life but yet still I keep hearing what's right but the same ones are the same ones struggling in life what's life? Life is what we live life is what we create, life is what two people makes. A woman and a man I give respect to a woman first because they're the ones who give birth and put us on this earth. A man yeah I'm a good man and in my past I made flaw choices but I made the choice to be a man, a good man even thru those wrong choices. I'm not perfect frankly know is nor can be. Listen my dear soulmate, I'm the good man that can be yours, wants to be yours, has to be yours that's what a soulmate is. Remember we said will find our soulmate we didn't even know each other, where we were at I think we would have searched for each other all across the map into space and back. Now look miles away from each other but we find ways to stay close yes we do and we do this with the strongest form of hope, no joke unless we laughing, smiling together in unison together is a check always worth cashing in spirit for more or saving thru eyes, mind, ears and pictures. I know for sure we both on the same page in the bible on some scripture. I'm saying at the end of Revaluations yes indeed at the end of revaluations were the God man and God woman and the child were in heaven upon a meeting/waiting. Love remember its patient...

Living Over Various Exceptions (Code:Love)

L.O.V.E ( Living Over Various Exceptions )

Your last time of doing this you thought to yourself, "what's the point of doing this"? Then you gave yourself the answer, love. Every time you think you are in love, it back fires, so what makes it a go this time? Of course, love. Face the fact its exactly what you dreamed for, wished on, thought about hour after hour, even tried telling yourself this is not real, it's okay, go ahead with a deep sigh, it's love.

David from in the bible said to Mary that man can love many different women in many different ways, what he didn't say was that it takes just one woman to fully understand what living over various exceptions really is.

Women are rare so they act rare, they are different so they act different, they are women we are men, always remember that. We live two different ways wanting the same thing, love. Acceptance, vulnerability with a level of trust and unconditional healing. Simply knowing that your partner can know everything about you, use against you and not cause pain, true friendship on a high level of compassionate sensibility.

Communication is one if the biggest thing that comes with love. One of the things about love is having the fact be known that you both can talk about every and anything with each other. So that might be much more then love, I call that respectful rarity. We all have thoughts, we all can get lonely with our thoughts, we all deserve someone to share those thoughts with. Sometimes a thought can be expressed thru action, which can result into cuddling, sex, playing, laughter, games, cooking, sleeping, comforting, or buying each other things, which all leads around to showing, which always leads to talking.


We're only humans, we know what we deserve and also what we want. Majority of the time we just want a partner that can be compassionate, passion able, heart warming, concern active to what we're doing in life, helpful supporting our dream(s) or simply believing it, someone that is just about the same as you but of course can be your ying or yang. You've questioned your actions, forced out different choices, managed to keep things going, given your blessings and wishes towards it, wanting what? Guess again, yes it's love. You couldn't believe it at first, said it was a phase, figured you were just caught in a daze but Heyyyyy, it's love. Love controls us we don't control love that's why it's, love. You may get surprised, overwhelmed and unsure at various different times which means you may even get told that its all over love. Majority of the time you can fight it as much as you want to, test it out but fact is that it's, love. Anytime you look forward to love it sometimes upsets you, isn't true, the person is a liar, breaks your heart, well that's not love, unfortunately we end up learning that. Finding real love takes patience, devotion and taking it slow.

One thing about love is that we eventually understand that two people love us regardless of anything. Ourselves and God that's it, at least until its fully clarified who loves Us so that we can be able to love them. I use to remember hearing when I was a couple years younger guys telling chicks they love them just for sex. That was the most immature trait I've ever personally witnessed, not to mention weak and cowardly to take advantage of a woman's heart & emotions like that. I also learned more of is that i was looking for love in the wrong places and the wrong ways. The more I tried to find and search for love the more I just ended up looking. This is when I completely stopped, went into a deeper search within myself, started getting my life back on track, made much better choices, stopped chasing after women, getting various different numbers and grew up for a change.

I was tired of belittling myself for such high standards I thought I was goal fully getting. I was tired of being unable to know what love really was. Then it happened again about three more times so I knew I wasn't in love. But then it happened again it felt so right. I knew exactly what qualities I had picked up in my bag and was more then ready to deliver with her. Fact still remained I had a lot more learning to do and slowing down to be. So I went back to my resources, "male by birth man by choice", that book had helped me a lot, mentally. It showed me how to better respect myself and my future partner rightfully and sexy. Now I'm in my future, I'm taking my time, bettering my life, daily living over various exceptions of mines. Love is fair, love is even, love is in the air every season, love is witness, love is God, love is truth, love is easy, love is patient, love is waiting on you to make it, love. Plus it's been in me for to long waiting in the form of the perfect well thought out demonstration, of the real deal, love!

Paris White ~ Love Success