"The Give UP"

Things I've given up for my success: Ready?

No phone bill, I use wifi this way I'll be able to be more productive while on the go. Yes, you might see me on the phone out and about but guess what? I don't walk around with wifi so what am I doing really?

In 2007-2008 I stop watching TV because I noticed that's all people talk about. The average a mercian will sit all day in front of the TV if they don't have to go to work, clean or cook.

I use to be in an environment of individuals that, all they did was smoke, talk about people, lie behind each others backs, judge people, hate people, just a bunch of pessimistic stuff. None of them really believed that, I wanted to go to school, learn and, really make movies. They laughed at the fact, that, I said it when I did, well not all of them.

I gave up going out to parties, clubs, events, etc. Why cause, while those individuals that, have the greater or as equal potential as me were there I was at home working, or socializing about my future in school. Which, resulted in my being able to have more ample productive and research time to myself.

I gave up on those individuals who were more concerned with being popular instead of building connections in higher places for better reasons. What I was really doing was giving up on people that, beguiled and didn't believe in me.

I gave up chances of actually having a girlfriend because I knew that, will slow my time down if she's not already steady minded and, as focused as I was.

I gave up time that I can never get back and, wish I could have back.

I gave myself to God most important.

I gave up being around people that, used, manipulated, and discouraged me or others.

I gave up hearing those around me as I went on through my day, not wanting to hear all of the multiple things, that, can clog and, help slowly mush one's mind. I replaced them with headphones.

I gave up on those that, discreetly gave up on themselves.

I gave up smoking weed cause it could have been me dead too.

I gave up things that, didn't matter to my spirit for things that, meant everything to my spirit, mind, soul and, body.

Why?

Because these were choices that, I made that, were holding me back from reaching and, gaining success. I'm on my way to top! Know That!

Ask yourself: What's holding you back from success? Yeah I know you think you've reached success but have you really? Ask yourself that, and comment. Bless bismillah.

Flaws

#soulmates #love #future #God #life a flaw is beauty from your past soon to be enhanced. A flaw is what your partner knows and keeps to thyself until you share. A flaw is something that most of us have and ignorant folks use as an advantage to be little someone. A flaw is what I consider the best part of the beauty you. As long I know your flaws you will know mines. Flaws the secrets you keep between the inside of your walls and halls mind and all. Flaws what people stepped on you about as you crawled. Flaws ill love you and your flaws thru it all. Flaws you remember when you had a thought that made you say "I hate my flaws" I'm telling you I love your flaws and all. God wouldn't turn your flaws away, neither would I. Flaws I got those as well guess what I say to those oh well. Flaws I remember I hated mines to then I thought about everything they brought me thru. The embarrassment, self embarrassment, having to be tough, developing tough skin, teaching me how cruel the world really is, understanding my dreams and my visions were awaited on premonitions awaiting for me in the future to make the decision. The roll of being fearless, I remember when I was careless. Now I prepare for this. Everything in my life but yet still I keep hearing what's right but the same ones are the same ones struggling in life what's life? Life is what we live life is what we create, life is what two people makes. A woman and a man I give respect to a woman first because they're the ones who give birth and put us on this earth. A man yeah I'm a good man and in my past I made flaw choices but I made the choice to be a man, a good man even thru those wrong choices. I'm not perfect frankly know is nor can be. Listen my dear soulmate, I'm the good man that can be yours, wants to be yours, has to be yours that's what a soulmate is. Remember we said will find our soulmate we didn't even know each other, where we were at I think we would have searched for each other all across the map into space and back. Now look miles away from each other but we find ways to stay close yes we do and we do this with the strongest form of hope, no joke unless we laughing, smiling together in unison together is a check always worth cashing in spirit for more or saving thru eyes, mind, ears and pictures. I know for sure we both on the same page in the bible on some scripture. I'm saying at the end of Revaluations yes indeed at the end of revaluations were the God man and God woman and the child were in heaven upon a meeting/waiting. Love remember its patient...