Living Over Various Exceptions (Code:Love)

L.O.V.E ( Living Over Various Exceptions )

Your last time of doing this you thought to yourself, "what's the point of doing this"? Then you gave yourself the answer, love. Every time you think you are in love, it back fires, so what makes it a go this time? Of course, love. Face the fact its exactly what you dreamed for, wished on, thought about hour after hour, even tried telling yourself this is not real, it's okay, go ahead with a deep sigh, it's love.

David from in the bible said to Mary that man can love many different women in many different ways, what he didn't say was that it takes just one woman to fully understand what living over various exceptions really is.

Women are rare so they act rare, they are different so they act different, they are women we are men, always remember that. We live two different ways wanting the same thing, love. Acceptance, vulnerability with a level of trust and unconditional healing. Simply knowing that your partner can know everything about you, use against you and not cause pain, true friendship on a high level of compassionate sensibility.

Communication is one if the biggest thing that comes with love. One of the things about love is having the fact be known that you both can talk about every and anything with each other. So that might be much more then love, I call that respectful rarity. We all have thoughts, we all can get lonely with our thoughts, we all deserve someone to share those thoughts with. Sometimes a thought can be expressed thru action, which can result into cuddling, sex, playing, laughter, games, cooking, sleeping, comforting, or buying each other things, which all leads around to showing, which always leads to talking.


We're only humans, we know what we deserve and also what we want. Majority of the time we just want a partner that can be compassionate, passion able, heart warming, concern active to what we're doing in life, helpful supporting our dream(s) or simply believing it, someone that is just about the same as you but of course can be your ying or yang. You've questioned your actions, forced out different choices, managed to keep things going, given your blessings and wishes towards it, wanting what? Guess again, yes it's love. You couldn't believe it at first, said it was a phase, figured you were just caught in a daze but Heyyyyy, it's love. Love controls us we don't control love that's why it's, love. You may get surprised, overwhelmed and unsure at various different times which means you may even get told that its all over love. Majority of the time you can fight it as much as you want to, test it out but fact is that it's, love. Anytime you look forward to love it sometimes upsets you, isn't true, the person is a liar, breaks your heart, well that's not love, unfortunately we end up learning that. Finding real love takes patience, devotion and taking it slow.

One thing about love is that we eventually understand that two people love us regardless of anything. Ourselves and God that's it, at least until its fully clarified who loves Us so that we can be able to love them. I use to remember hearing when I was a couple years younger guys telling chicks they love them just for sex. That was the most immature trait I've ever personally witnessed, not to mention weak and cowardly to take advantage of a woman's heart & emotions like that. I also learned more of is that i was looking for love in the wrong places and the wrong ways. The more I tried to find and search for love the more I just ended up looking. This is when I completely stopped, went into a deeper search within myself, started getting my life back on track, made much better choices, stopped chasing after women, getting various different numbers and grew up for a change.

I was tired of belittling myself for such high standards I thought I was goal fully getting. I was tired of being unable to know what love really was. Then it happened again about three more times so I knew I wasn't in love. But then it happened again it felt so right. I knew exactly what qualities I had picked up in my bag and was more then ready to deliver with her. Fact still remained I had a lot more learning to do and slowing down to be. So I went back to my resources, "male by birth man by choice", that book had helped me a lot, mentally. It showed me how to better respect myself and my future partner rightfully and sexy. Now I'm in my future, I'm taking my time, bettering my life, daily living over various exceptions of mines. Love is fair, love is even, love is in the air every season, love is witness, love is God, love is truth, love is easy, love is patient, love is waiting on you to make it, love. Plus it's been in me for to long waiting in the form of the perfect well thought out demonstration, of the real deal, love!

Paris White ~ Love Success

I keep Thinking

I keep thinking
I keep wandering but I'm only concealed in a apartment building
I have freedom to go and come
And to create what can
Maybe God only wants me
To do so much at the time idk.

I keep thinking
Of how I met this young woman thru
Sending her a business proposition
With my only intention as business but for some reason since I first seen her
My heart and mind said I need her
Feelings man mines are hard to get sometimes
I check my horoscope and slide over to check hers and they are always on the same plan just different perspectives that can work great together as far as business.

I gave myself a open chance once I created a open mind
Having a close mentality can hurt everyone around me
So I let my thoughts do the thinking
Like I thought it was 4:26 I mean 3:00 am
Shows how time flies by
I wonder how long I been thinking for

I keep thinking how thinking makes the world go around but for who
I say women
Women are amazing business solutions oops yes they are because men do it to impress women
Which causes some to do some unlawful types of things
So I bettered my lifestyle and stay away from that type of stuff oh well I be a safe money making nerd that's a genius and a positive role model as well as leader
As well as dad
As well as husband
As well as business owner
As well I can keep going on
There is so many titles a man can have

I keep thinking what part of life am I stuck in and how to get out
Maybe I should stop thinking like that
I keep thinking of her
Yes the one I fell in love with and might have made feel different about me ok'd
Idk but when you have strong feelings for someone share it with them
Don't keep thinning because that's all you are going to result in continuously doing thinking and not taking the actions
So imagine had I waited I don't because I can't change the past I can only create a future
This is why I just keep thinking

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The real life. This is a life that nobody necessarily knows about. There is a side of individuals who created the best culture to abide by. The reason for this culture was for syntactical reasons that have now the issue if being forced to be the way of life. No often owe some person is going to relate to another purpose ....... was ( finish the sentence) prove what we proved as idiots or prove what it is the exact thought)(

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To be honest it has been more of a challenge the first few months, due to what we call getting your life together. I’ve also been doing what is clearly best for me at the moment and times in life that occurred. It’s not easy at all for the fact I had a son a year after high school and when it comes to funds and giving him my time he owed by me. I'm just coming to realization of something that I need to start, doing. Taking better care of my time management and take it one day at a time every week. When you do too much planning you over think the situation instead of just going with the flow. Life has all types of unexpected turns and happenings that we have to deal with or be trampled over on. Once I took notice to this I began to deal with the cards I was dealt with. It’s all in the universe, what we put into the universe with our thoughts is what makes what is going on in life all a dream or a vision or what we as people know as brining it to reality. It’s what I like to call, subconscious Deja-“vu”, you may have dreamed it before or thought of it unaware to the fact that it would occur. Unless you naturally know exactly what it is you are doing. Being a person that really is on the move a lot in the past years, from job searching, to picking up and dropping my kid off at school, going to a friends house to communicate intellectually through music or conversation, analyzing life for what it is, and preparing myself for my own business. This is all also done without the usage of my own car, depending on buses, walking long distances, you name it I might have had it as a challenge in life. Running for buses, to needing to be home and missing a bus resulting in me walking. There are wins and there are loses, the important part about this is to always win, no matter the outcome, you learn something by the end of the day to use. The obstacle is to define it with ever part of your brain, and remember this is still real life, be realistic about it. As you define these wins and situation that can result in losing, remember to put into thought what insight you have gained from this. And when I say insight I mean what wisdom, what knowledge, what ideas now have your brain wanting to make it reality? This is where millionaires make money and how they are able to get into that mindset to make six figures. When I became noticeable of how I could always win, I started to collect. Timing is money and the factor to everything in life of what we know as being humans, and slaves to our culture. Yes, that’s a right slave, to our culture, we are all apart of the same culture and that culture is called money. It’s one of the simplest and easiest cultures alive and forever living This is what has become of myself being itinerant, and taking attention to detail, being sensitive to what the close mind or eye fails to see. Or what even some would say is stupid withholding business efforts. Most people are scared to do anything in life reason is because they don’t believe in anything they can do they. They see it as that it’s going to fail and don’t understand that when it fails that means you succeeded. As much as you may fail to believe this it’s entirely true. Einstein didn’t succeed at everything although he succeeded at failing in order to win the goal that he wanted to properly achieve. It’s what is called an operation or being business like. People will waste 99% of their time worrying, concerned, and focus on what you are doing. Either because they are jealous, or feel as though you’re wrong for doing it, or that they have a better method of approaching your topic issue. In order to make money it is business as usual. The difference from being a person and being a businessperson is this simple and plain, money. Everyone wants to make money although refuse to take the steps to becoming a businessperson, which results in joining the culture, wearing the uniform. In the military they wear uniforms to define themselves as one and at unity as family anywhere they go, to help service and remain to that service. Business suits are mainly worn to define this factor of a person’s status in life. Which usually results in being in the higher class or the upper middle class. Without these and depending on how you dress nobody knows who you are exactly, unless it’s clear to see and to define. Getting far off topic although taking you through a little connectionism I bring you back to the world that I live in. With the world now having Wi-Fi nowadays that, it keeps life cool for us. Especially for the fact that iPhone’s are and have become more if not as popular as light. (Apple Products) This puts us in such a viral world that was dominated by the Internet without us being able to be self-focused. We rush to use the Internet! In all hidden identify that is now what are weeks and days consist of, and always did, media. How we connect to it, how we use it, and now how we make money on it. So what I did for several months in my start was plan by the day. Because I was moving around so much instead of keeping myself still in one place, that I was cheating myself of time, although gaining a brand new experience of being uncomfortable and having to adapt. I had to remain discipline to my actions and play responsibility as life. So now knowing this I work, as I always did. Just in a bit of a higher state of mind to continue to know my capabilities and myself of what I’m made of, inside and out. There are no reasons for excuses when you can make choices; it's all about finding these choices to make and letting them settle for yourself with life. This type of schedule has managed to bring me to a GPA that isn't the best, isn't the worse, but at the same time not unsatisfying knowing all the footsteps and travels I made during those times. It shows me that yes this can be successful, yes this can be the new way of life as thought of once before, and it is to those that follow it. It's all about your connections! I'm going to express this in this best way possible, who you know brings you around what you need, because this means what you attract from this person they are a custom to it and you want to do the same or learn more of it or use it stronger. Connections with others as yourself bring life to reality for you. Why it has worked for me is because I’ve seen some of the greatest ways of success all through bad timing, good judgment, self made decisions, and knowing your inner self of what your capable of doing. I recommend it to others and as I’m going to do continuing, while stabling myself, making my time is much more of a perfect ending. You must have patience, wisdom and for Christ sakes just do it, once you have a thought do not let it go and wait until the next day or the next hour JUST DO IT the moment it pops into your brain! Catch your window before it closes, control your thoughts and make your thought, reality! Work as you itinerate and master your time anywhere you are at and have time, it’s yours and there for a reason, use it. You know have all the options to do this, live it. The keyword’s to remember through this all is wellness and stay POSITIVE!

My Future Career

My Future Career

By Paris White

English Composition I

October 28, 2012

Is it to sudden of a choice? Have I injured all opportunities of my future without unknowingly knowing what’s in store for me? “I want to be a Digital Cinematographer”. That’s when my thoughts started becoming envisioned as movies. Is this going to be a waste of time? No, not at all because it’s something that I’m truly passionate to learn, can create with, love, have fun with, learn from, make money, balance my time with and approach on a free minded level of thinking. I even find it to be scary and quite controlling, the way I think at times. But they are my thoughts. Being a courageous thinker has always pointed my thoughts & actions into many directions that were needed or unneeded, and regardless they managed to help me. You never really know what you’re going to think next! Being a very positive person and at times having negative thoughts, I learned to overcome those negative thoughts with fear, vigorously and using them creatively.

In this field in the entertainment industry you must have competent skills of every aspect; from being a creative thinker, learning how to brainstorm, understanding the fundamentals of being a writer, mastering the composition skills needed to be a cameraman or a photographer, psychology, patience, communication skills, math which reflects in timing and then you got the business side, the most important. These were my initial thoughts about the industry before gaining experience in, the entertainment industry. It takes a lot to be in this industry and you really have to be good, straight forward, continuously productive, direct with your words, and creatively logical with your craft. Nobody wants to view anything boring or that has no purpose. These are the things I thought about before signing up with Full Sail that I’d needed to know.

With every job or career there are positive’s and negatives. Which leads me to say you, have to really work very hard and make sure your over top of you’re “A” game. Everything isn’t promised on this path, unless you’re promising to succeed and prosper, maintain a good attitude, building rapport with others in the industry, and most importantly professionalism. Number one is working hard and following the guidelines to success, never giving up. Once you never give up and can take rejections keeping the same attitude you’ve already achieved success for the better. That is what this industry looks for strong minded and strong character and positive individuals who are high energy & consistently creative. Those that can, take a no and walk away with a smile and possibly get that yes later down the road because they handled themselves professionally.

After doing a little research of my field before entering Full Sail I checked out the major description on the school’s official site. There were a few things that really stood out to me and made me decide my choice to do it. Digital video is a powerful communication tool that reaches millions of people who turn to electronic media for their news and entertainment every day. That popularity has created a growing demand for artists with the visual and technical skills to produce material for a variety of different outlets, including broadcast television, websites, mobile devices, and independent feature films. And what that tells me is that multi-tasking in this field with my skills will be fun and hard working. From a article on Film School Rejects, article Culture Warrior by Landon Palmer he quotes, But the most interesting aspect of Hollywood’s use of digital camerawork is not in its use with special effects or its invisible imitation of film, but in those rare major studio productions that use digital in a way that is totally unique and particular to the technology—films that acknowledge the fact that the digital is not “like” film nor should it strive to be so, and that it doesn’t necessarily have to exist in tandem with digital imaging for its use to be justified.

In conclusion Digital Cinematography has come from a long way of series of various different technological experiments. Now that it is making it’s mark it will only get better as the time comes and goes along day by day. My reactions to this field were very much approved fore I knew there were some things I wanted to do and now have proof that it can be done.

References

Multiple Page Website: Full Sail University. (2012). Digital Cinematography Overview. http://online.fullsail.edu/degrees/digital-cinematography-bachelors. October 28th 2012.

Landon Palmer. July 6^th 2009. Culture Warrior. http://www.filmschoolrejects.com/features/culture-warrior-digital-cinematography-in-hollywood.php. October 28, 2012

The College Network Genius- Paris White

Here is a essay that is a 2nd rough copy draft for my English Class

The College Network Proposal

           

Ok, so let’s face the facts, college students have several opportunities to make money while attending college. I mean what student wouldn’t love to pay off their loans while attending college? No need to answer just pay attention. To me college is all about the course being studied, networking, meeting potential business partners/friends, expanding & expressing on your ideas, seeking opportunities and seizing them for your own professional advantage. Maybe that’s just my ideal or delay gratification outlook on college, but anything is possible in my eyes. When I was attending the Art Institute of Pittsburgh I had this idea and the school remained nonchalant to my ideas, for they felt I wanted particular special privileges. When really in my eyes, every student deserves to have particular special privileges; to get them to the level that they need and want to be at. Mainly because it’s an entertainment school and has everything there that’s in entertainment, needed is what gave me the idea. And this was what I thought of doing before enrolling into the school. My idea upon attending this higher education university was, (Art Institute of Pittsburgh) “why not have networks that a student can work in, and make money from”? My focus is on the art of learning how to make money while in college. I’m still creating this factor for myself.

Along with being apart of this network you brand yourself, and your own ideas. Get assigned to a section of the network where you are teamed with individuals that have the same mentalities, talents, and skills; or they can even be different which tends to work with graceful cooperation. In these teams it’s mandatory to use your talents, skills, and time organization to meet and complete a task everyday. You have to make ideas that are commercial. Which will expand the team’s knowledge on proper debates of criticism, giving students the outlook that they need for the professional world and helping them build confidence.  The reason for this network is to profit, to pay off tuition, become a professional and have a secure business/income after graduation. And of course, have money while you’re an undergrad. This helps with your path of enlightenment. I mean I can’t remember the countless times I ran out of cash for things I needed and had to wait for, depend on someone for, or just hope to God my friend will help me out, even family. It could be from food, to clothes, needed house accessories, school items, bus fair, something I wanted or even equipment/software to get myself more in depth with my studies on my personal time. And this is something that I’m sure other college students can say is relevant to them. To get you back on track here.

The purpose of this is to get students to become professionals, period. Many college students go into college and just party their educations away, come out and can’t get a job or just are in debt forever. Why not make your own job and, be able to be an entrepreneur? Why not work with individuals you attended college with and already know on a personal level? Why not obtain the option that you want in life and make it reality? Remember these two words “ why not “ just in that exact order. These two words changed my life and outlook on it. It can get you through any challenge in life; it has worked for me several times and made a much stronger person, personal & business wise. It fights fear off the first second that it appears in your mind and makes you conquer it. Little story, I had an entrepreneur break down those two words to me of what they really meant. And I mean he was in a suit and tie etc. I was in regular urban clothes. He looked at me when I told him that someone told me I couldn’t do something and replied “why not”?  What had shocked me was that I knew the idea could work and I’m sure this guy was a millionaire or had big bucks and he was agreeing with me. Sure he could have been just making me feel better about myself. Although he was letting me discretely know that, yes your going to fail at things and your also going to succeed, do both! My point is that even if he believed it could work, I knew it could work, that person that discouraged the fact it could work, their opinion didn’t matter. I was just an average kid to him at the time possibly that just wasn’t scared to meet strangers, which probably gave him the reason he said what he said. Since then I been using it to over-come, my professional fears. And it’s been slowly blessing me because I’m patiently blessing myself with the help of God, family, friends and society.

Now you do have your percentage of individuals that come into college & want to start with their career immediately, only problem is that they feel they need confidence. Why? Because they haven’t learned everything of course and when they do start to learn they are unsure of how well they can do what they can do. They are in fear of messing up and not having the proper skills. I’ve heard from countless students that just didn’t feel like they were learning anything at AIP while I attended, even I felt the same way. My thing was once you already signed up to a commitment to something you obviously have a passion for and are dedicating your life, and future money to it as well. I believe that’s all the confidence you need. You got confidence! Most people don’t even take the chance to go to college! They rather do nothing with their life or just don’t have the confidence, to go to college! I’m not putting them down because the ones that do not have the confidence to go to college or university usually work a job they like for their rest of their lives, which is better than doing nothing!  I had a fellow student that attended AIP and also stays close by to me express his confidence level to me and it made me wonder. Why did he feel as though he wasn’t confident enough to perform his actions of studies? Was he not ready, because he wasn’t learning or not getting what was being taught? Or would he have felt more comfortable with more hands on projects that consumed his time to make him know he is ready? Thoughts like this popped into my head and helped build on my idea. It also made me think and want to investigate more about this.

Investigating did start to get conducted by me and two other individuals. They were over thirty students that I daily condoned time with! We were starting our own business, because I knew we had something special about all three of us that together, it could be a major success. We argued about several things. Well I stayed humble and silent most of the time being the overseer. I refrain from debating about matters that were nonchalant until an interest came to mind about the whole situation. From personal matters to business matters it was always something, something that helped me build as awesome businessperson. These two were getting me ready for something huge that I could do because they seen the potential in my drive and me were unstoppable. I was pure passion. Together it was a force that we galaxy created. Plus they knew eventually I would just make a movie from it all and they could be my two main characters. Point is that I gained to love these two people because they stayed golden to themselves unlike others I seen at the school. They didn’t care, they were older and wanted what they deserved. So we were getting tired of getting treated wrong at this school and wanted to see how other students felt. Yes, we started conducting interviews on footage to later project. Unfortunately this is when the school started working against us. I got the cops called on me about a cell phone in class, which made me withdraw. Yes the actual city police officers. A week or so later the guy that was in the film program with me got removed by technology! Like come on seriously? Who get’s removed by technology? Well it just so happens he was editing the footage, technology seen it and worked to stop him at it. Which resulted in him getting banned from the school. And it left the third partner in their by herself to finish her studies. Little to say God works in mysterious ways. The month after I left, an $11 Billion dollar fraud case was brought up against the school for embezzling money for their own personal uses. At least give back to your students in a much better way. Apparently two staff members had been investigating them since 2008. Now and I don’t know but we might have set the bomb off there for those two to say hey, enough is enough.

Now this proposal will need a lot of strategic attention and must be taken seriously if able to be conducted to create a change in the growth of students enrolling into higher education schools and becoming entrepreneurs. It may even motivate those individuals that choose not to go to college because they feel they won’t be able to complete the courses, to come attend. This is something you want to compare to the military. One because it’s for your needs and benefits, two you never know where it can take you professionally in life, three it can reform a lot of ways that people think, four the service for it comes first. I really am proposing this type of operation to get students that start to lose their drive of creativity, for whatever purposes to keep them going. Students that feel they need more confidence. Give students a way for income. Form more cooperation in being business savvy amongst your peers. And get entry-level students to understand what it truly means to be a professional! I’ve encountered several students that want the same exact thing, somebody or a team to work with while in college so that they can make money. I always get the same responses: that individuals seemed serious at first then they fade off, or there a few members or one member that doesn’t put their infinite percent into the group as needed, things of that nature. I’ve actually experienced this numerous times so I know how it is. Which is terribly sad, I mean if your going to quit at going for your goals that you want with a team, which makes things easier, you might just quit at everything in you’re life.

In conclusion to this proposal thus far here are a few things I suggest that are needed. There has to be a schedule to be first conducted that way everyday, everybody, on the team, knows his or her priorities for the week, every week. Now, this takes much needed time to conduct and organize. Time will make it easier day by day.  Make business contracts, assign a leader, set schedule times, motivate each other by doing personal creativity, push yourself, workout and talk with your team members, really become a family between learning each other, make sure that brainstorming is done first to get everybody’s ideas on the table. I believe this will also bring the world’s economy up for the same reason that everyone has an idea or talent that they want to present and make money from. Some don’t expect anything from it and are just naturally gifted to do those talents. It can even go as far as getting a world list of people that want help with their ideas, showing them how they can get their idea off the ground. I guess it would be similar to that show “Shark Tank” with the difference; we are investing time into their idea and knowledge that we gained to get their business running, not funding money. I want to as currently planning to start a website for ideas and team collaborating. Last but not least enforce professional classes and things to do on your spare time to keep productive. Nonchalant classes that is purposely boring to give students the knowledge on how to keep interesting. In this class you just write down ideas that interest you while in the class and then later share them with the class and instructor. In order to keep their minds flowing with interesting things to do. This is a project that can start in colleges and eventually expand to lower education schools, getting them ready for the digital and business world. Or as said making them professionals, in & outside of the class, after learning. I really hope that this can motivate students worldwide, starting here at Full Sail it would be a huge worldly help out, at least I think. The good thing about it is that it is already starting here at Full Sail with our brand new Connect site that we have, which is forever awesome!

 “In the world earth, we are already golden in it. It may never look like that from the surface, that’s because it starts within the mind”- Paris White