Sunday, March 31, 2013

Living Over Various Exceptions (Code:Love)

L.O.V.E ( Living Over Various Exceptions )

Your last time of doing this you thought to yourself, "what's the point of doing this"? Then you gave yourself the answer, love. Every time you think you are in love, it back fires, so what makes it a go this time? Of course, love. Face the fact its exactly what you dreamed for, wished on, thought about hour after hour, even tried telling yourself this is not real, it's okay, go ahead with a deep sigh, it's love.

David from in the bible said to Mary that man can love many different women in many different ways, what he didn't say was that it takes just one woman to fully understand what living over various exceptions really is.

Women are rare so they act rare, they are different so they act different, they are women we are men, always remember that. We live two different ways wanting the same thing, love. Acceptance, vulnerability with a level of trust and unconditional healing. Simply knowing that your partner can know everything about you, use against you and not cause pain, true friendship on a high level of compassionate sensibility.

Communication is one if the biggest thing that comes with love. One of the things about love is having the fact be known that you both can talk about every and anything with each other. So that might be much more then love, I call that respectful rarity. We all have thoughts, we all can get lonely with our thoughts, we all deserve someone to share those thoughts with. Sometimes a thought can be expressed thru action, which can result into cuddling, sex, playing, laughter, games, cooking, sleeping, comforting, or buying each other things, which all leads around to showing, which always leads to talking.


We're only humans, we know what we deserve and also what we want. Majority of the time we just want a partner that can be compassionate, passion able, heart warming, concern active to what we're doing in life, helpful supporting our dream(s) or simply believing it, someone that is just about the same as you but of course can be your ying or yang. You've questioned your actions, forced out different choices, managed to keep things going, given your blessings and wishes towards it, wanting what? Guess again, yes it's love. You couldn't believe it at first, said it was a phase, figured you were just caught in a daze but Heyyyyy, it's love. Love controls us we don't control love that's why it's, love. You may get surprised, overwhelmed and unsure at various different times which means you may even get told that its all over love. Majority of the time you can fight it as much as you want to, test it out but fact is that it's, love. Anytime you look forward to love it sometimes upsets you, isn't true, the person is a liar, breaks your heart, well that's not love, unfortunately we end up learning that. Finding real love takes patience, devotion and taking it slow.

One thing about love is that we eventually understand that two people love us regardless of anything. Ourselves and God that's it, at least until its fully clarified who loves Us so that we can be able to love them. I use to remember hearing when I was a couple years younger guys telling chicks they love them just for sex. That was the most immature trait I've ever personally witnessed, not to mention weak and cowardly to take advantage of a woman's heart & emotions like that. I also learned more of is that i was looking for love in the wrong places and the wrong ways. The more I tried to find and search for love the more I just ended up looking. This is when I completely stopped, went into a deeper search within myself, started getting my life back on track, made much better choices, stopped chasing after women, getting various different numbers and grew up for a change.

I was tired of belittling myself for such high standards I thought I was goal fully getting. I was tired of being unable to know what love really was. Then it happened again about three more times so I knew I wasn't in love. But then it happened again it felt so right. I knew exactly what qualities I had picked up in my bag and was more then ready to deliver with her. Fact still remained I had a lot more learning to do and slowing down to be. So I went back to my resources, "male by birth man by choice", that book had helped me a lot, mentally. It showed me how to better respect myself and my future partner rightfully and sexy. Now I'm in my future, I'm taking my time, bettering my life, daily living over various exceptions of mines. Love is fair, love is even, love is in the air every season, love is witness, love is God, love is truth, love is easy, love is patient, love is waiting on you to make it, love. Plus it's been in me for to long waiting in the form of the perfect well thought out demonstration, of the real deal, love!

Paris White ~ Love Success

Saturday, March 23, 2013

I keep Thinking

I keep thinking
I keep wandering but I'm only concealed in a apartment building
I have freedom to go and come
And to create what can
Maybe God only wants me
To do so much at the time idk.

I keep thinking
Of how I met this young woman thru
Sending her a business proposition
With my only intention as business but for some reason since I first seen her
My heart and mind said I need her
Feelings man mines are hard to get sometimes
I check my horoscope and slide over to check hers and they are always on the same plan just different perspectives that can work great together as far as business.

I gave myself a open chance once I created a open mind
Having a close mentality can hurt everyone around me
So I let my thoughts do the thinking
Like I thought it was 4:26 I mean 3:00 am
Shows how time flies by
I wonder how long I been thinking for

I keep thinking how thinking makes the world go around but for who
I say women
Women are amazing business solutions oops yes they are because men do it to impress women
Which causes some to do some unlawful types of things
So I bettered my lifestyle and stay away from that type of stuff oh well I be a safe money making nerd that's a genius and a positive role model as well as leader
As well as dad
As well as husband
As well as business owner
As well I can keep going on
There is so many titles a man can have

I keep thinking what part of life am I stuck in and how to get out
Maybe I should stop thinking like that
I keep thinking of her
Yes the one I fell in love with and might have made feel different about me ok'd
Idk but when you have strong feelings for someone share it with them
Don't keep thinning because that's all you are going to result in continuously doing thinking and not taking the actions
So imagine had I waited I don't because I can't change the past I can only create a future
This is why I just keep thinking